Your will be done

Last week, I remembered telling my husband about the dream I had. I dreamt of being pregnant! My hubby just smiled and told me that he also wants to have more kids however the risk outweighs the benefits.

The Lord knows how much I want to have another baby, but after 3 miscarriages, my OB-Gynecologist advised us against it. I am just grateful in having two amazing kids, a girl and a boy at that. I believe He is telling me to take of the blessings that He has given me. I am but a servant who will gladly obey His will.

I do not want to sound preachy. However in my life now, I have developed a personal relationship with our Creator. Going through a lot of crisis in my life, I find consolation in the thought that no matter what happens, the Lord will find a way. Things may not be the way I would it to be. Nevertheless, I am a great believer that everything happens for a reason... maybe it’s just not meant to be.

Every time I see newborn or toddlers, I cannot help but smile. Children bring so much happiness. A pregnant woman even reminds me of how it was being one. You know when you try to cross the street and they see your bulging tummy, drivers would immediately stop and let you pass. When you don’t have a seat, a pregnant woman would definitely have an edge since people (men in particular) would stand up and give you one. It’s what I call perks of being pregnant. I love that feeling. I love being pregnant except for those stretch marks that no matter what stretch marks creams I use, it really won’t go. But aside from that being Preggy is sexy!


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